a bit sad

My husband had to go back to Seattle today.  He will be back Wednesday.  It feels weird and sad at the house.  Like something is not right.  Today has been a long draggy day.  We had to leave our house at 5:30 to get him to the Airport. 

My two year old is taking full advantage of Daddy being gone and is acting as crazy as he can.  Not that I don't lay down the law, but it for some reason does not have the same effect.  So that has been unpleasant. 

I hate feeling this way.  I mean its not like hes gone for a month.  Its just a week.  But a week feels so long and it has just started. 

I guess I am sad too because we just went to Seattle and though we didn't get to do a lot I still enjoyed being there with him and now he is there again and I am stuck here.

I don't know whats wrong with me, I am such a wimp.  But I can't help it I am just sad and I miss him.

I guess as sucky as these times are it helps you realize how much you love someone and need them.  I mean you always know you need them and that you love them but the absence makes it that much more real.